~POWERLESS~
How long will this feeling,
of emptiness go on;
I second guess all that I do,
be it right or wrong.
~
No nightmare I have ever had,
comes close to how I feel;
For nightmares are but scary dreams,
yet life is very real.
~
I feel just like a child again,
trapped in a Corpse’s shell;
In a situation I believe,
is almost worse than Hell.
~
And so I sit alone all day,
counting down the hours;
Until another nightmare starts,
and in it, I‘m a coward.
~
Will I ever trust again,
I doubt that I know how;
I bare the pain of tears and fears,
and wear them like a crown.







If you don't feel like going out, don't. Your family and friends will understand. You will probably find it surprising how often you are extremely tired, need to run to the ladies room and just how nauseating pregnancy can be. If you don't really feel all that great, stop pushing yourself.



